Love

by Amanda
(Blackfoot Idaho USA)

Maybe someone can help me!!

I have been seeing this guy for a few months and I am totally and completely in love with him.

I was going to uproot my life and move to be with him. He has told me he is in love with me and can't wait to marry me, wants me to be the mother of his children and all that.

So anyways, everything was going prefect almost too perfect until his ex girlfriend who cheated on him and got pregnant has sworn up and down for the past 10 months that the baby isnt his until now.
She is tellin him that there is a chance that its his. Anyways, he tells me he needs me in his life and needs me to be there for him, but we jumped to fast and need to slow things down. And now hes sayin that he just needs me to be his friend..his best friend. He says dont think that there is not a future for us..because there is.

And if all this hadn't blown up in his face things would be way different. I am just wondering what I should do. I want to be there for him and I want to love him. But i dont know how long i can wait for him. Its literally killing me inside.

I have never been so depressed in my life. And I am scared to loose him. I have told him time and time again that I am not goin anywhere and if the baby is his I will be there and love that baby as my own. Anyone have any advice???