4/4/10 ~Ciara and Twon~

by Mrs. Ciara Watkins
(In Antwon's heart)

my baby

I swear, you mean the world to me babe. Honestly, without you, I have no idea where I would be right now. Before I had you, I was honestly, the saddest girl on the planet. I felt exiled and bad about myself. I felt like I had nobody that WANTED to be there for me. Only people who HAD to. I rarely ever smiled, and when I did I forced it. I was shy and quiet, and really didn't care about myself or anyone else because I felt my life wasn't worth caring about. On April 4, 2010 my life slowly began to become complete. That is indeed the day I got you. I didn't know what I was getting myself into. I had no idea that I said yes to the guy that would make my world begin to turn again. Ever since the day I lost my grandma, I didn't have anything, and now that I have you, I feel perfect.

You are the best boyfriend in the world. If there was an award for that, you would have it, hands down. You complete my life and make me who I am. You are what keeps me going and keeps me motivated. You are what makes my world turn. You are what makes me happy. If I could spend every minute of every day with you, you better believe I would. I could be having the worse day ever, and when I hear your voice or look at your picture, I would still smile and say "my baby," like I always do :) Every minute I'm with you is another minute I feel invincible. I know we've had our downfalls, and hit a rough point in our relationship, but It's made us stronger already. I would give everything I have for you Twon :) It's ok if you're all I have in life. All I need is you and my music. And if I only had time for three words in my life, they would be, "I love Antwon."
Ugh, look what you did to me. Got me all sprung and whatnot <3. I love you Steven Antwon Watkins, and that's all I know <3


~ Ciara and Antwon ~