<3 12/18/09 <3

by Maria

Jared Alexander Ewing,

I love you so much. We've had so many great memories together! im so glad your mine :) and im yours.
i love your smile. and your laugh, its so loud! i love it :) and all your facial expressions. and how absolutely weird you are sometimes!! :D and your cute. your super duper cute. and i love how comfortable we are with each other. we can do anything and it not be awkward..teehee.. i think you're spectacular. You're a good person and you do good things. and i am both lucky and proud to know you.
and i know the love we have will never be perfect, as things usually never are, but thats the beauty of it. to be able to leap through the hurdles of our differences and still love each other nontheless. we can make it through.
remember that day we went to the beach and jumped the waves? and that night we laid under the stars on the (non)floating dock? those were beautiful days. remember the pep rally? we snuck away from the crowd and found our own spot to watch the fireworks.. just me and you. and you bit my ear! hahaha :) and that was an amazing night.
and whenever you fall down, i'll be there to pick you up. i'll help you when you're mad. i'll read to you in bed when you're feeling sick and give you a cold wash cloth for your fevered head. i'll sing badly with you when we're feeling happy. and we'll laugh and dance and cuddle :) we'll go find out if narwhals exist.
i pray for you more than you think. whenever i remember to pray at least :) i appreciate you. and i adore you amd i love you. i love you as much as zombies love brains. which is quite alot.
and that one day when you asked me if i loved everything about you? i said i did. and i mean that. i really do. and i love your flaws too. they make you, you. and your imperfections make you more perfect.
i think your super handsome. and funny!! your hilarious. and have my kinda humor too. i hope our kids dont fall out of the bunk bed onto the cement, that would be tragic.
im awkward. you're awkward. and together we're awkwardly cute!!! also, i will love you forever :) and i cant wait to grow old with you.
i'll never give up on you jared :) you are my sunshine :) happy valentines day <3
Yours till the ocean waves,
Maria Rose Macaulay